Halloween used to be my favorite holiday of all time. I would get excited and I would mentally prepare myself months before. I always looked at Halloween as being the only good holiday throughout my whole life, even before my obsession with horror. There is no holiday that compares to Halloween, not even my own birthday. Halloween is just the best.
But this past year I’ve realized how much I’ve been disliking the only holiday that ever really mattered to me. Not even just that one Halloween, but almost every single Halloween before it. I’ve never had the chance to celebrate Halloween the way I wanted to. There’s been a few high points here and there but it’s just not enough. The past few Halloweens have been hell, especially the last one. I try so hard every year to celebrate and to enjoy this holiday only for it to be shot down, one way or another.
My whole life is pretty much a train wreck, but if there was one day out of the whole entire year that I wish I could change for the better, it would be Halloween. I wouldn’t give a rats dirty anus about how shitty my life was if I had just that one day to look forward to every year. The only downside to that is that after the last Halloween I’ve had, I’ve given up. It’s the middle of September and the most I’m doing to get involved in Halloween is tell everyone else to get ready on Tumblr through a single post.
Today is the first day of all year that I’ve even questioned doing something for Halloween and for all I know, it could be the last. And I figured I’d spit it out now while I have the chance.
So, Halloween, Tumblr, I’ve come up with an idea.
I would like to stream various films throughout October. Movies, short films, random videos. All related to horror and Halloween. I’ve come up with a list of said films that I would like to stream. They are in no particular order and I may not even be able to get all of them. But, here’s the list so far.
Short Films/Other Videos:
Night of the Pumpkin
Just Take One
Snoop Dogg’s Hood of Horror
Trick ‘r Treat
Dark Night of the Scarecrow
Mulva Zombie Ass Kicker!
There are a few films and several short films I’ll be checking out and possibly adding to the list over time.
If this does happen, I’m gonna need help. This is a lot for me to handle, especially during this time of the year. Getting the movies might prove to be an issue, daily streaming WILL prove to be an issue, and getting myself to actually put this together and actually do it will be a major challenge.
Don’t get your hopes up, this may not even happen. I’m in a very bad place right now so doing something big like this wont be easy. This is just an idea, nothing is official yet. But I’ll let you all know if this is going to happen or not before October starts.
The more help I get with this, the more likely it’ll happen.
If anyone would like to help with this or would like to suggest something for me to check out and possibly add to the list, send me a message/ask.
Thank you everyone who actually took their time to read through all my personal emotional bullshit.
WE NEED TO MAKE ALL OF THIS HAPPEN. My last few Halloweens have been utter shite as well, so this needs to break the chain.